Conquered.

Sorry for the lack of updates lovelies! Will get back here as soon as i hand in my assignments aight? I promise. =)

Low-light features. In need of tutorials!

Miss you love. =)

P/S: Looking forward to a happy Sunday at Sunway with all the hawt hunks and hawt chics! Stay tune if you wanna know what isit all about. ;)

Goodnight for now! Adios!

Love,

Sue.

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Reality hits!

To infinity and beyond.

"When the disco bowls stop spinning

and the music dies out

turning into a ringing in your ears

in every bottle, every soul, there's a hole

no matter how much you pour

there's never enough.

Cheers, bottoms up

This time it's gonna be clean cup."

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Why do i see sadness in your eyes?

Aren't you supposed to be happy?

Seized the day. ♥

It was a pretty impromptu day with my babe! Everything was done so spontaneously from the moment she asked if i could accompany her to the bank. Even pumping petrol for the first time. LOL. And she was dying to meet her boyf so accompanied her to Nottingham and trying to kill time in Tesco because someone ditched us for futsal at 5! No cute hunks btw, they are having their sem break.

A heart-shaped egg yolk in my prawn mee!

♥

Much love babe.

*hearts*

I'm still giggling about us. The three stooges. =)

Goodnight and sleep tight.

Love,

Sue.

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When life gives you 100 reasons to cry,

show life you can have 1000 reasons to smile.

A brand new day with a brand new start.

Hail to a brand new day! *beams*

It's the last day of finals and it was a great way to end the day. Superbly spicy steamboat i'd ever had in my entire life i would say. Met up with the sis and she went for an extreme haircut. It was really short and it freaked me out. =(

*One day, i might either cut my hair really short or leave it loooooooooooooong and big curls. Idk.

It's sem break now and i'm gonna do something productive! =D

To all who're still in the midst of having their finals and struggling to brave through it, i wish ya all the best! May the force be with you. :D

Anyway, overheard this song on the radio the other day. I find it's another awesome piece from Colbie Caillat besides Bubbly, Realize and The Little Things.

"I miss those brown eyes

How you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But i never told you

What i should have said

No, i never told you

I just held it in

And now, i miss everything about you

Can't believe that i still want you

And after all the thing's we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

I see your brown eyes

Every time i close mine

You make it hard to see

Where i belong to

When i'm not around you

It's like i'm alone with me

But i never told you

What i should have said

No, i never told you

I just held it in

And now, i miss everything about you

Can't believe that i still want you

And after all the thing's we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you."

I'd changed the blue eyes to brown because brown eyes are sexay like that yo! =D The words are ouchy eyh. To me at least. And it's true that i've learnt something big time. If you wanna tell a person something, tell it right there and then because you might not have the chance anymore as chances don't come twice all the time. As for myself, i always held back my words. And end up regretting because i no longer get to talk to him/her or just simply, things changed.

So, lesson learnt. Don't hold back your words because we might not know what may happen the next day.

And Facebook just reminded me bout your birthday. You've taught me that life is short. Indeed. Life is way too short and you're gone too soon. I hope you're doing fine up there yah.

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Happy holidays peeps! Be good yah! =)

PS: People tend to be judgmental. You know pretty well that no words of theirs that could bring you down. Xoxo much.

Love,

Sue.

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After all the things you've put me through,

I still miss you.

Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind.

RAWR! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!

I LOVE YOU!

MWAHS!

♥

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Yesterday we were out at Mid to celebrate the darling's b'day. Just went for some desserts at Sweet Chat together with dearie and the boys. Cotton On was having it's 50% sales again but unfortunately, we don't have enough cash in hand. T___T

Owh, thank god we're still alive! The two guys really did put our life at stake! I'm like riding on a rollercoaster ride, thank you to you. XD

*Getting 'bullied' is no fun at all. =( *sticks tongue out*

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Prove to me that love still exist.

Be a winner, not a quitter.

Hey guys, i know i'd been losing my blogging mojo recently all thanks to the ASS-ignments and workloads. I'm officially a Degree student now in Mass Communication and i'm loving every single bits of it. Except for one particular subject that is extremely crappy. -____-

Can you imagine we have THREE assignments and TWO presentations meeting on the same deadline? 14th of June that is. Not much time left! GAAAHH!!

My stress level is beyond godlike. *headbang on the wall*

Anyways, i had a great day with Miinyee aka the teddy bear today. Finally got to meet up like after SIX goddamnfreaking years. Heee. But i'm glad that he's way stronger now after his dad's passing last week. At least i could paint a smile on his face. =) *My deepest condolence goes to you and the family. May the God bless daddy's soul*

All the best on your first day of work tomorrow and do keep to your words! Thank you for making time tho! Be strong! *xoxo* =)

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"I wish i'm a little kid again, where the hardest choice was picking a crayon."

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Everything's gonna be just fine.

A million thank yous.

Ello peeps! Thank you so much for all the wishes, presents, red packets and awesome outings! Indeed i had a great time yesterday! *big big hugs*

Especially to the both dearie and darling, thank you for accompanying me throughout the day!

Will upload the pictures soon coz' i really have to head to bed now. Been sneezing so much and i can foresee the fever is on the way~! =(

Btw, Robin Hood is one great movie. Was reluctant to watch it at first but it turns out to be great!

I survived through the day with 2 teeth marks - one on my shoulder and one on my fist.

Benji the dog is cruel. =(

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*updated*

1) With the friends.

Firstly went out with the both dearie, darling and Jian Hong to i-Shabu nearby our uni. Quite a good place, very cozy and comfortable. Most importantly its cheap. RM 5.90 for the set lunch which i couldn't even finish.

Then in the afternoon we headed to Wong Kok @ Leisure Mall. Its somewhat like a tradition to claim the HUGE milk tea. ( Ok, that's not true. It's because we had so much extra time that we didn't know what to do. =P)

Getting horny in the restaurant? *shakes head*

Was forced to do it. T___T

Then movie with Benji. This movie turns out to be really good! Tenkiu tho! =b

2) At Genting with the family.

Then during the weekend, grandparents, 4th uncle and aunt, 5th aunt's family and my family, went up to Genting for a day trip getaway. Since my birthday fall on the same day with my grandpa (our chinese bday is the same), 4th uncle and aunt decided to feed us with yummy food at Genting Palace Restaurant which was situated right beside the Genting casino. BUT, drama happened.

*Steamed Soon Hock*

*Abolone with mushrooms and broccoli in thick gravy*

Despite the good food, their service was quite bad because there's really too many people during the weekend. So the dishes came REALLY slow. First was the steamed soon hock, then after like 20 mins, the abolone dish came. After that, other dishes never come even after we asked the staffs like uncountable times. Then came one waitress that took our order, she apologized because the kitchen forgotten our dishes. Then BAM! First time in my ENTIRE life, i saw my uncle was really on FIRE. Literally. I'm not gonna go on further about what happened, but guess what? He only paid for the abalone dish. Others were free. (Fyi, that steamed fish is more expensive than the abalone). Heeeeee. Seriously i wish i get to eat the other dishes as well because the first two dishes were so freaking delicious. But SIGH. And oh, apparently not only us who were so pissed with them. We saw this table, they started yelling at them too and just went off. Like that.

My lessons-to-be-learnt on that day : Never ever keep your customers waiting and NEVER mess with rich, ELDERLY/ OLD people. NEVER. LOL. (These rich old ppl are the ones that bet freaking RM1k on a single number in roulette and just lose it like that! **** )

3) Dinner with the immediate family at Chilis.

Tequila-lime fish fillet.

Honey chicken crispers.

Lamb shoulder.

This is the BOMB! Love it to the max! Hungry now looking at it. Teehee.

Then told them that it was my birthday, and they came with a slice of brownies with a BIG scoop of ice-cream on top. It's on the house btw and best thing is, they don't check the IC. And it runs for the whole month!

The moment they brought this, a group of staffs came to sing the bday song like so damn effing loud. Embarrassing sia. =P

But really, thank you so much to everyone and for everything! Thank you God for bestowing such great people in my life! =)

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Now i cant stop myself

From missing someone like you.

How much lolly for dolly?

I am currently suffering from the i-want-to-see-you-so-badly-syndrome. Ok, screw that.

I am actually quite as happy as a lark right now. I feel so blessed with whatever that is happening around me and people that matter most to me. To me, family comes first. And talking about family, i'm so eager for the brother to come back home from his vacation. I'm a good sis, mind you. And for the past three days i'd been hibernating at home while seeking refuge in glee, walls ice cream, cleo and books by Cecelia Aherns. Did i mention glee? What about more glee? Heh. To be honest, the main reason i'm not out partying is because i'm so effing broke right now. I left with only four ringgit in my purse. Yes, FOUR ringgit. No more no less. FML much? Pretty much. T____T

And oh, you just couldn't believe how small the world is. Apparently the jie jie that i used to play with when i was one or two years old is now one of the Miss Universe 2010 finalist. My mum was so excited because both of our families used to go for holidays together. But lost contact as the kids grow. Anyway, please do support her too! Her name is Vera Hui. =D

Ps : It's time to scan all the baby pics and tag ppl! :D:D:D

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By the way...

It's THREE more days to DEGREE. So, RESULTS will be out anytime soon. *GULP*

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Would you say yes if i ask you to?

First time being in Genting casino.

Hi guys! I just came back from Genting with the family and we spent about almost 6 hours in the casino. Surprisingly they did not check my IC tho! But the guards did say something like 'Eh, muka nie boleh cam nie...' Don't really get what they're trying to say but obviously they know that i'm not even 21 years old yet. Maybe with parents' guidance that's why i'm allowed to enter? =b

Anyhoo, i must say that the slot machines are really addictive. And for the first time (the last time were not counted because it was in a cruise) being in a casino, my luck was pretty good too. =P But seriously, kudos to those old uncles and aunties weyh! Hardcore gamblers. And they gamble by the hundreds and thousands. =_=

And btw, they're having the Songkran Festival and so there's elephant rides right infront of the outdoor theme park ticketing counters, a mini concert, screenings and food festival at Arena of Stars, flea market in First World Plaza and last but not least the foam party and water gun tournaments.

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Seriously, i don't know why i have this thing for Roulette. 30 over places for you to bet, but only one particular number wins. But you can bet on the row or colour. Exciting weyh. =D

I really need some rest now. Tata!

Ps : If there is a place called Janda Baik, is there a place called Balu Jahat then?

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I somehow wish that you're there with me

I miss you.

She's not fat but well fed.

I just came back from Damansara. Pheeww, whatta long day. The cousin baby is learning so much stuffs now and he's learning to talk. So adorable! =D

But i'm feeling so worn out now so i'm gonna make this a really quick one. =)

Dinner at a restaurant name Crab situated somewhere near Sunway Giza is just so-awww-some. Have i mentioned that i love seafood like sodarneffingmuch? Heh. That's because i'm brought up eating seafood especially fishes because once in a blue moon my grandpa was a fisherman. And he's really pro in buying fresh fishies. Grandpa is good in marketing (as in buying groceries) while grandma is a good cook. So obviously everyone in the family is 'fei fei pak pak' because we are all being well fed. =P

This just reminds me of dearie's t-shirt that says 'I'm not FAT but well FED!'. Hah!

Then we walked over to Sunway Giza and there's weren't many shops opened yet. Not sure when's their official launching tho. But hey! There's Baskin Robbins! *loves* And they have the biggest fan, as in the kipas. lol.

Before we head home, i had my 4 varieties of BR ice cream; Jamoca Almond Fudge, Raspberry, Global Crunch and Creme Praline Cheesecake. Yuuummms!!

This is so true! =D

Anyways, it's time for me to crash. Goodnight!

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Do you even remember?

Do you even care?

Heaven can wait.

It's just another typical Tuesday where we went movies together in Mid Valley. Been a few weeks we missed out our weekly routine so waa-lah, we did it today! But still, some couldn't make it. =(

As usual, we took shutter bus to Tasik Selatan and then took ktm to Mid. Got our tickets for Just Another Pandora's Box. Wanted to watch How to Train Your Dragon but bro said wanna watch it this coming Friday. But see see, plan changed. So, anyone wanna date me for How to Train Your Dragon in 3D version? Hehe.

Had Sushi Zanmai for lunch.

Arthur's.

The girls'.

This is Ah Leong.

Pretty Kelly and Angeline!

Sorry la Arthur, u sat beside me so no pic. =P

All in all, today is a pretty good day. Had a good laugh before we start stressing out over finals. =)

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If only i could go to such breathtaking places like this every single night.

The darkness, the moon, the lights reflected by the lake etc etc etc.

Ahhhh, pure bliss. ♥

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Here's a song to the one

that stole my heart and ran away

that even cupid couldn't catch him.

I realized the bigger dreams of mine.

Just a quick update.

Yesterday was a long productive day. After 15 hours of work, reached home about 2 o'clock in the morning, showered and off to bed at 3am. Today, i woke up at freaking 1pm. Took my lunch and slept again from bout 2 something till 6. Hehe. I'm such a pig today i know and i love being one. =b

But the bad thing about today is the scorching hot weather. The house was like oven. lol. When we left for Pavilion at about 6.30pm, the sun was still shining bright.

It's not so clear in the pic but the sun was literally red in colour. No wonder i could feel as if i'm being barbequed at home.

Dinner @ Ichiban Boshi. I was a satisfied patron. heh.

Neways, will blog about the Energizer/Adidas Night Marathon when i get the pictures from the oh-so-good boss. Stay tuned!

Till then! Say hello to the Monday blues.

P/s : Happy birthday kor kor! =)

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I wish i knew what i wanted.

Life's a swinging bridge.

For the first time in F&A class, i actually understand what the leng zai lecturer was talking about. LOL. And the whole bunch of crazy monkeys sitting right in front of us were so darn funny. They were asking darling Angeline to translate all the dirty minded stuffs in tamil language. Being the innocent-but-not-so-innocent-afterall, she pun translate everything la. All the kunji illek and mulek illek. And kunji sade which means dick fighting! *if im not mistaken* Haha.

Then as usual, we skipped the movie part and headed to McD together with Houng. Then went to the park for a walk and sent the darling back home. Kinda like not complete without the existence of dearie Panda. Huhu. So if you're reading this my dear, note that you gotta take good care of yourself k! And fyi, three of us gotta do Run Lola Run. Because that Tack Tack was like dying to do Spirited Away so much. Heh. =P

Anyways, tomorrow's gonna be a super long day. The Energizer/Adidas Night Run is gonna flagged off at Cyberjaya tomorrow at 9pm so imma gonna work from 8am till 2am in the morning. But i gotta wait for a friend near college as early as 6am. Sighs. This is what you get when you're running out of cash. Bleh.

And oh, i'm sure everyone knows that tomorrow is Earth Hour. So kindly please switch off all your lights or even the power supply from 8.30pm - 9.30pm to save our mother earth.

If you reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally can't live without your tv or computer, then at least off your lights thankyouverymuch.

Off to bed! Tata!

Nan unei kadikekirin. (Not so sure on the kadikekirin part but it simply meant I LOVE YOU!)

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I did a 'good' charity.

In need of jump-starting my neurons.

Yes, it's the time to jump-start my neurons. They are much entangled in some ways that's making me going coo-coo. I've been slacking much over the past few weeks, been being such a lazy ass to even study for my finals which is in like 2 weeks time. Oh, did i just reminded you bout that? Heh! Go study then! (=

Right now, feeling kindda nervous about the forum thinggy on this coming Thursday. Hopefully everyone will do great. All the best yah! =)

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And by the way....just wanted to bring up some stuffs here. ONE, you barely even know me, so don't judge me if you don't know me. TWO, thankyouverymuch to whoever that said stuffs to him, because i know that he's been brainwashed by somereallytwomaskedpeoplewhothinksthatheisthegreatest. And THREE, i felt so sorry for her that she didn't knew she's been used.

So, did you ever live my life, spend a minute in my shoe? If not, then don't judge me as you do.

No matter what, i know someone great is up there to witness everything. As in e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.

Anyways, to the most lovable person ever, you know who you are and I LURVE YOU!

Look how bright the stars shine for you honey! =D

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I'll put your needs above mine

This i promise you.

An intruder named SNAKE entered my house wtf.

No idea why lately my house has been visited by uninvited guests. Few weeks back it was a gigantic moth, of which the size is bigger than that of my hand. Than it was a frog, at the back of my house. Than last two days, for the first time in 15 years of us living in this house, guess who the intruder is?

It was a S.N.A.K.E! Have i mentioned that i hate creatures that either have no legs or have too many legs?

You see, my brother wanted to go to college at 5 pm (i wasn't back yet from college), and so he opened the wooden door, and shouted at the top of his lungs. Mum thought whats wrong, and he said he saw a snake. She then tried to peep outside of the door through her room window but the snake wasn't there. So obviously, it's already inside the living hall. Then there they went, hunting for the snake to make sure it doesn't wriggles into any of the rooms. It was at the back of our sofas, each time they push out the sofa, it wriggles super quick. With each person holding Shieldtox on their hand, they just kept on spraying the poor little baby until it was quite dizzy. It finally wriggles and hid behind the television set.

I came back with two more other friends and they have no choice but to stay with us to catch the poor little baby. Called the bomba and we still continue to have 'war' with it until the bomba men arrive. The 'war' lasted bout an hour okay! shiiieseees.

The way it wriggles and glides is super menggelikan i tell you. In the end it wriggles until it went to my neighbour's house instead.

See, it's darn freaking long!

That pillar was just beside the grill of my house and thus angeline and myself kept on observing it while holding broom sticks. Just incase it crawls up to the roof we could push it down with the sticks.

LOL.

At bout 6pm, 4 bomba men arrived. That also bro gotta drive out to Alam Jaya to lead them to my house. Next time bomba gotta use GPS k?

Kudos to them! :) And those bomba men are really such jokers wei.

Anyways, some said whenever a snake come into the house, it meant good luck or something good gonna happen. But most of the time, my grandma would say don't kill these kinda creatures because it sort of like represent someone. But to my mum, she always say that these uninvited guests normally is something not so good because who wants their house to be visited by these intruders.

My mum was right. It was a bad omen. Yesterday night, two of our cars got banged. Dad's car was the worse because the impact was great at the back and it hit the gate opened until it hit my bro's car. Like WTF. New car dude. Thanks to the opposite neighbour who was drunk and wanted to sleep in the car and without him knowing he pull down the handbrake. His car slided down and KABOOM! There goes my dad's car. Urgh. Bloody drunken guy.

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"Karma will come and bite you and eat you!"

And no no, i'm not referring to the neighbour. Inside story. :)

Have a great weekend ahead peeps! Muah!

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It was a hell of an experience!

Why not you just pull the trigger?

"So what if it hurts me?

So what if i break down?

So what if this world just throw me off the edge

My feet run out of ground.

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain infront of me

Cause i'm just trying to be happy

And I just wanna be happy."

-Leona Lewis.

Mind me for being emotional again. I guess i'm really stressing out this time. I don't even know what i'm doing right now. Trying hard to focus on my preparation for my speech tomorrow and then the next minute i find myself doing the slides for my presentation. Why can't i just stay focus? Frustrated at me self.

I saw the pictures and i got this ouch-y feeling that grips so tight at the heart. If you get what i mean, by that ouch-y feeling in the heart.

And i just realized its the 25th today. Oh well. Hermmm.

Cute eh? =P

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I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry infront of you.

I wish to go on a yacht and sip on a glass of mimosa.

"I'm not surprised

Not everything lasts

I've broken my heart so many times

I stop keeping track

Talk myself in

I talk myself out

I get all worked up

And then i let myself down."

Somehow, somewhat, i really do hope that i was still the innocent young girl who doesn't know much about life, who only knows what Barbie dolls and Disney cartoons are and pretend she knows nothing about that broken glass. all the time.

But life doesn't go that way. We grow up, we change. We live and then we die. People come and go and obviously nothing lasts forever. And when you have no one to turn to, you just have to live with your effing miseries.

And now, i'm sitting right here, thinking about my L.I.F.E. How the whole scenario has traumatized me. How i would run for cover each time i see you.

Tonight, i feel so small...

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I came to realize that

Even after all we'd sacrificed

I'm worth zero value to you.

Instant creamy mushroom soup to the rescue!

What a boring night. Just did a lil of assignment for Human Comm, and got really pissed off. Tried uploading pictures for my aunt, but the damn connection is pissing me off too. So decided to have a instant hot cup of creamy mushroom soup. At least it makes me feel much better. *yummay* Never ever buy Vono, it's very watery so always stick to Campbell. =)

Everyone's like having fun in Ne-Yo's concert. And maybe i shall just hit the sack. And maybe, just maybe read some books or mags. I guess Paranormal Activity did affect my sleep a little. Woke up in the middle of the night and heard some weird noises. FML. But don't give a damn, so went back to sleep.

Btw, i don't know why i feel the pressure yet fun and interesting in Human Comm's class. Maybe it's just me, i dislike impromptu sessions. I totally dislike the feeling of being asked a few questions and being expected to squeeze all the juice out of my brain to get the answers right. I dislike being thrown a three hundred words question and ended up with only three words answer. I dislike public speaking nor debating. Yes, i have stage fright. Now you know. And it's like a compulsive disorder or something. I get super duper nervous, legs and hands start trembling and i'll shiver. Eff my life. But someday somehow i have to get over this. And hopefully by being forced, i'll get to overcome this. =)

And well, with a nice malay male lecturer that goes "How do you like my hair? I dyed it for RM96 you know! (while stroking his brown hair)" will seriously make you laugh because you were listening so attentively to his lecture and half way thru he'll change topic out of a sudden. And oh, CC-fied ppl are nice. They are superbly nice and i mean it. In a nice way this time i swear. =P

Off to slumber! Tata!

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Why am i always so hungry?

Thank you for the pleasant surprise.

It's the first Monday for the year two oh one oh. Traffic was not so congested on the highway but superbly congested outside the college. As usual double parking, some even did triple parking wtf. Brainless? Felt a lil uneasy to see so many people in the college, so many new faces and it was so packed everywhere. End up spent bout an hour plus in Top Gear. Shhh. Don't tell mummy. She thought i was in the library. haha.

But went to college is totally a huge mistake. Wasted my time. Lecturer did not even enter the class. And God knows who is the lecturer also. Make sure it's Tomi since everyone got A+ for last sem. =P

Then went home and picked up mummy, then went to college again to pay fees. I know, last minute. Human will never ever work their ass out till the very last minute ain't? Tsk tsk.

As i said 2010 is gonna be a good year and it's only the 5th day and i'm so happy now! All thanks to the oh-so-kind boss for getting me my own domain page! All i asked was how much is he paying for his website and wa-lah in less than 24 hours he bought prettyfeelings.com. But this sneaky bugger has his own intention. I gotta bring him out once. lol. No wonder. XD

Neway, hopefully things gonna be good and for the better.

I'll end this post with a delayed pic. =)

All smiles.

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What a pleasant surprise.

Back to school! No. College. =)

To all the kiddos, adolescents, teens; students to be precise, and school teachers, you are officially back to school in about 7 hours time! And sadly, unfortunately, big big sigh, i'm not excluded from this. I know everyone's dreading to get back to school or college and i feel the same way too. Maybe we're just plain lazy after a few weeks of holidays. Plus it's a Monday, that reminds you of assembly ain't? Haha. I'm done with that, but i still have Monday blues one kay! Weeks of sleeping at dawn and waking up in the afternoon were darn good. Now gotta reset my body alarm again. Erk! And oh, timetables for this last sem suck monkeyballs. Such long gaps in between. sigh.

Anyway, i'm so ecstatic upon the arrival of my baby Yvonne from Sarawak. One great friend that i knew from National Service camp. How i miss those times where we slept together on one single bed! *wide smile* So now that you're near, we're gonna hang out more often k? =)

*Hugsy mugsy*

Sleep early and wake up early folks! tata!

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It's gonna be a great year

I know.