Nokia Comes With Music launch party @ Bukit Kiara.

Finally had the time and inspiration to blog. =)

Friday night was oh-some. Went to the Nokia Comes With Music launch party at Bukit Kiara as everyone was given the chance to buy Nokia X6 at only RM66! But the whole thinggy works like this. They'll give out coupons with serial number at bout 7pm and then out of the 2000+ coupons, only 66 were picked. So it's kinda pointless also if you go there early to grab those coupons only to have your number not being drawn. It's basically base on PURE luck. You have only a 2% chance to buy that baby at such price.

To top that, there's free concert! Performed by 6ixth Sense, Aizat, Khalil Fong from Hong Kong and of coz, the ultimate reason why most of them are there is because of Boys Like Girls! =D

Am happy to get to know a few new blogger friends. Let see if i could remember their names. Felicia, a superduper pretty and cute lady, ( the way she jumps around is just so adorable =P ), Kelly, JoshuaOng, Nigel, David, Jason, SmashPop and Euveng to name a few. Oh, is there two Nigels and two Jasons? =P Sorry if i couldn't remember the rest. But i remember the faces. :) And the world is so small. Apparently Euveng is bro's friend and Eric's schoolmate? lol. haha. Always like that.

*Pictures courtesy of Felicia*

L-R : Hikaru, myself, Yat, Felicia and Euveng.

*Thank you for the great night! Hope to see you guys again.*

And obviously a million thank you to the buaya for picking me and sending me home. Terima kasih manyak manyak. =P

*I have this thinggy about being home on Friday nights. What more when it's during full moon. urgh. And oh, i saw a few St John members from KSTU. Couldn't help myself but to just think about my past. Those days where we used to go on duty, wearing that uniform. This may sound damn weird, but i really do miss wearing that uniform, and being apart of the family. But i know, i can never go back to that same place again.....*

Still, happy happy me! =D

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"What are we supposed to do

After all that we've been through

When everything that felt so right is wrong

Now that the love is gone?

There is nothing left to prove

No use to deny this simple truth

Can't find the reason to keep holding on

Now that the love is gone."

-David Guetta.

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If i had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty.

Tooth Fairy.

This morning, i was supposed to prepare my script for the presentation on the afternoon but i ended up in the cinema instead. The total of 13 of us ended up in Mid Valley watching Tooth Fairy!

I gotta say that this movie is hilarious, but at the same time, something just ain't right. Imagine The Rock, Dwayne Johnson wears the angel wings, and magic wand on hand complete with a tutu? Not a good idea.

He was summoned for not believing in the existent of tooth fairies and there he goes, to the fairy land where he magically grow wings and encounter with other fairies. He has to finish up with his projects by getting those teeth ONLY during the kids are sleeping and then hand them over to the Fairy Godmother. But if he screw things up, his summon will be extended for another week. And yes, he did screw things up of course, by sprinkling too much of amnesia powder!

This movie is somewhat silly but nonetheless it was also amusing and whimsical. And oh gawd, how i wish i can have a bit of those shrinking paste and amnesia powder. I could just go up to anyone i want and slap him/her and then sprinkle the amnesia powder and continue the process all over again. hah! Just kidding. I would love to sprinkle that powder on myself instead. neh.

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And i don't know i should be glad or what, but the individual presentation will be held next week due to the time constrain. But heck! I'll be having both of my presentations on the same day itself. FML? Maybe not. I'm fine with it. =)

Goodnight, mates.

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I miss those days

Where you make my world go round.

Why not you just pull the trigger?

"So what if it hurts me?

So what if i break down?

So what if this world just throw me off the edge

My feet run out of ground.

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain infront of me

Cause i'm just trying to be happy

And I just wanna be happy."

-Leona Lewis.

Mind me for being emotional again. I guess i'm really stressing out this time. I don't even know what i'm doing right now. Trying hard to focus on my preparation for my speech tomorrow and then the next minute i find myself doing the slides for my presentation. Why can't i just stay focus? Frustrated at me self.

I saw the pictures and i got this ouch-y feeling that grips so tight at the heart. If you get what i mean, by that ouch-y feeling in the heart.

And i just realized its the 25th today. Oh well. Hermmm.

Cute eh? =P

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I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry infront of you.

Sunshine will always come after rain.

Here's a lil sneak peak of what i'd been doing for the past few weeks.

Yes, cookies and more cookies. Since Chinese New Year is 3 weeks away, so there's 3 more weeks of hell to go. But it's ok, because it's kindda fun actually to bake your own cookies and feel the satisfaction when it tastes so good eventho i'm all worn out and despite that i just recovered from the fever-ish and flu-ish and coughy-ish wtf.

My life is also being occupied with presentations. The informative speech is on this coming Tuesday and group presentation due next Tuesday. Hopefully i'll be able to pull them off good enough. *keeping fingers crossed* :>

I just took a quiz from Facebook about Death Calculator and see what it 'predicted' about me.

Moment of death : Friday, 22nd of May 2076 at 2.06 am.

And the cause of death is ;

"You will die of a bladder infection after refusing to leave for the bathroom during a banquet for the sake of good manners."

Hahahaha. I'll be in my 70's what do you expect la doink!

And i have another 3,357,338,140 seconds to live. hahahahaha.

Off to bed. Tata!

"Last time we talked, the night that i walked

Burns like an iron in the back of my mind

I must've been high to say you and i

Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time.

Why did i ever doubt you?

You know i would die here without you.

All that i'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as i'm laughing with you

I'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

Cause i know there's no life after you."

-Chris Daughtry.

It's now 3,357,338,001 seconds! =P

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Loves to be around you!

I wish to go on a yacht and sip on a glass of mimosa.

"I'm not surprised

Not everything lasts

I've broken my heart so many times

I stop keeping track

Talk myself in

I talk myself out

I get all worked up

And then i let myself down."

Somehow, somewhat, i really do hope that i was still the innocent young girl who doesn't know much about life, who only knows what Barbie dolls and Disney cartoons are and pretend she knows nothing about that broken glass. all the time.

But life doesn't go that way. We grow up, we change. We live and then we die. People come and go and obviously nothing lasts forever. And when you have no one to turn to, you just have to live with your effing miseries.

And now, i'm sitting right here, thinking about my L.I.F.E. How the whole scenario has traumatized me. How i would run for cover each time i see you.

Tonight, i feel so small...

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I came to realize that

Even after all we'd sacrificed

I'm worth zero value to you.

Eight facts about my college.

To all new intakes, here's a few reasons why you shouldn't really enroll yourself in my pathetic college.

#1. THE INCREASING OF FEES. AGAIN.

Ok, in this case, i'm not affected, thank God. But ever since ucsi has got its university status, the fees has increased like the third time this time around if i'm not mistaken. Or forth. For the new sem intake for foundation students, they're actually paying extra a few hundreds from what i'm paying now. The good thing is, they have more subjects to pick from. And maybe cause they get to enjoy all the upgraded facilities as well.

#2. RENOVATIONS NEVER ENDS.

So all of our money eventually go to all these renovations that never ends. When i say never ends, that is because the renovation started since last year till now. And no matter how many times they fixed the roof thinggy, it still leaks! But credits goes to the library. Syok-ness. Then again, if you compare ours to other private uni, ours one is consider small. >.<

#3. TOO MANY STUDENTS.

This sem, is extremely gruesome. The number of students kept on increasing every single semester BUT unfortunately, this sad case college doesn't have enough classes to accommodate such huge numbers of students. Thus, we now even have night classes or really huge long breaks in between. And since so many students enrolled in this college, their system is pretty messed up! Till today, our timetables are not fixed and much clashes. To top that, i feel like i'm more in a foreign country rather than Malaysia.

#4. NO PARKING SPACE.

More students = More cars = Less parking lots. It's superduperextremelyeffing congested. Enuff said.

#5. THE PARKING FEE COLLECTOR.

The auntie that collects your parking fee at the main entrance is darn lansi wan lo. She never ever smile...ok la, understandable la coz' she doesn't have a life but then at least la be friendly a bit for goodness sake! And lemme tell you beforehand, if you pay your parking fee with a RM10 note, don't be astonish when she gives back your RM8 change in COINS. I kid you not, she's that insane. T.T

#6. THE GYM IS TOO SMALL.

Even the gym is too small to accommodate so many of us. There's only 4 treadmills which of 2 are spoilt. And same goes to the bicycle exercising machines. sigh. Now that there's so many students i could hardly even head to the gym. Always very pack!

*lemme burn my fats also la..*

#7. LACK OF GOOD LECTURERS.

Quite a number of the good lecturers had shifted to other uni(s). And thus they are now hiring practical lecturers. Last sem itself, i had 3 different lecturers for one subject. And if you're in the foundation program like me, be prepared to face those lecturers. Be p-r-e-p-a-r-e-d.

#8. THEY ARE BUILDING A HOTEL NEXT TO THE UNI.

Like wtf? Can you imagine a hotel being built beside the uni? Hopefully it's not done by the time i graduate. *fingers crossed*

p/s : They're merely expressions of thoughts. No harm intended. =) *psst, but they are all true wan k?* haha.

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......uuuuuuuuuuuuu...

chiak!

*I might be black but i have punk hair and blue eyes! And i could amazingly move my ears!*

It's the mini Furby if anyone of you still remember! I used to love them so much when i was still a kid. The bigger version which is battery operated is darn cute but sometimes darn annoying also. XD

And oh, to the most beloved dearie ever, all the best for your presentation tomorrow! =D

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I'm terrified

But i'm not leaving

I know that i must pass this test.

You and me, we could write a bad romance.

Been busy for the past few weeks. Mainly because i spend most of the time helping mum to bake cookies for CNY and trying to balance my time with assignments. As usual, orders start coming in and kinda like so tired right now. Feeling so fidgety and restless. Need a massage so badly. *puppy eyes* hehe.

Anyway, yesterday was great. Bro won passes for the Heineken party featuring 2manydjs and Lap Sap at KL Live. I would say that it was boring for me la coz' there's no friends to accompany. Only me and bro to finish up that bucket of Heineken. Plus gotta finish that 5 bottles in one hour plus, and i end up feeling a lil tipsy. Wtf i know. It's only beer but maybe i was tired and sleepy, that's why.

Thank you O&M. =)

Then we headed to McD after that. Met up with Yat, Kelson, Ren, Zoe and Hikaru. Such happening ppl, very funny and friendly.

And oh, Happy Birthday Buaya! =P May this year brings you lotsa preys for you to buaya yah. lol.

I hope CNY come faster. I give up baking cookies and i want money! So broke right now, thanks to all the freshly photostated text books! >.<

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Friendship may end in love

But love in friendship will never end!

My Valentine's Day.

Valentine's Day is only a month away! So what are you up to?

Well, i have mine already; a very well-planned schedule to spend this special day with a star that every single female on Earth wish to date with. Guess who? It's Taylor Lautner! - might end up getting bashed by Taylor Swift and his fans out there by saying this but yes, i'll the happiest creature alive to have this dream come true.

Look at his muscles. *beams*

Valentine's Day with this star would definitely be memorable because it's a rather interesting and fun one compared to all the common stuffs that couple usually do on this special day - to the movies and romantic candle-light dinners. But in our case, we would spend the whole day away from the city, away from the horrendous traffic in town and have our very day spent on a private beach that is only belong to the both of us.

We would go sun bathing in the morning, while chit-chatting about many stuffs, from his background to *coughs* Taylor *coughs* Swift. Towards the afternoon, we would go for a deep sea diving with the help of professionals sea divers to explore the fascinating beauty of the underwater which not only offer us fishes but living sea plants as well.

We will also get to swim with the dolphins, admire the corals and appreciate the colorful view of shining aqua.

Towards the evening then, we would just spend some quality time together on the beach, walking along the shore hand in hand, while enjoying the view of the beautiful sunset. During dinner, we will have a mini seafood BBQ, specially for the both of us while the evening stars fill the sky. Since his birthday falls on the 11th, a few days before Valentine's so this could be the Birthday plus Valentine's Day combo celebration.

We will then just spend the remaining night gazing at the stars while being in each other arms.

Hah! There goes my loveydovey Valentine's Day story. *dreams* =P

p/s : Warner Bros. Entertainment Company is giving away 80 pairs of Valentine's Day Premiere tickets to all Nuffnangers!

Hope to get something this time around, Nuffnang! *puppy eyes*

=)

Are you wearing red today? Head to any Kenny Rogers restaurants now!

Hey! It's Kenny Rogers Roasters Healthy Eating Day! Buy 1 Kenny's Quarter Meal get FREE 1 Kenny's Quarter Meal! With a condition that you're wearing either RED clothing, footwear or accessories! Watcha waiting for?

Go get changed and head to any Kenny Rogers restaurants near you!

ONE DAY ONLY.

=)

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Paparazzi!

According to you.

According to you,

I'm stupid, I'm useless,

I can't do anything right.

According to you,

I'm difficult, hard to please,

Always changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress,

Can't show up on time,

Even if it would save my life.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him,

I'm beautiful, incredible,

He can't get me out of his head.

According to him,

I'm funny, irresistible,

Everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,

I don't feel like stopping it,

So bby tell me what i got to lose.

He's into me for everything that i'm not,

According to you.

According to you,

I'm boring, i'm moody,

You can't take me any place.

According to you,

I suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away,

I'm the girl with the most attention span,

You're the boy who puts up with it.

According to you. According to you.

I need to feel appreciated,

Like i'm not hated.

Why can't you see me through his eyes?

It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to you,

I'm stupid, i'm useless,

I can't do anything right.

According to me,

You're equally useless and stupid,

Irresponsible and always taking things for granted.

Enough said. Life's darn good without you.

Toodles.

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Period.

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Who believes in this?

I'm sure many had heard this somewhere or infact using it now as well.

My question is, how true isit? Like, seriously, a pendant that called Quantum can heal/relieves all sorts of illnesses? Or isit just plain psychology thing? Like when you hear people started wearing and they commented on how good it was and then your mind starts playing tricks with you.

It seems that this pendant could gives you energy or 'qi' and believe it or not, when you put the pendant under a cup of water for 5 mins and then when you drink the water, the whole energy thing goes into your body and you feel rejuvenate again. And yes, it does makes you look younger too in a long run. Like what sense does it make? Even badminton players and all are wearing it.

And guess what. My momma got brainwashed by this thinggy and bought it for Rm200+. And she said from the time she wore it, she felt more energetic and could sleep very soundly at night. (She can hardly sleep soundly during the night because of anxiety.) And then she felt more energetic as well.

But from what i've observed. Yes, she does has more energy now. MORE ENERGY TO NAG.

-_____-

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Now even the schools are being thrown with molotov cocktails? Whats wrong with those barbaric morons? Over a word to destroy the country's unity? Total BS.

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When you're stressed

Go have some desserts.

Instant creamy mushroom soup to the rescue!

What a boring night. Just did a lil of assignment for Human Comm, and got really pissed off. Tried uploading pictures for my aunt, but the damn connection is pissing me off too. So decided to have a instant hot cup of creamy mushroom soup. At least it makes me feel much better. *yummay* Never ever buy Vono, it's very watery so always stick to Campbell. =)

Everyone's like having fun in Ne-Yo's concert. And maybe i shall just hit the sack. And maybe, just maybe read some books or mags. I guess Paranormal Activity did affect my sleep a little. Woke up in the middle of the night and heard some weird noises. FML. But don't give a damn, so went back to sleep.

Btw, i don't know why i feel the pressure yet fun and interesting in Human Comm's class. Maybe it's just me, i dislike impromptu sessions. I totally dislike the feeling of being asked a few questions and being expected to squeeze all the juice out of my brain to get the answers right. I dislike being thrown a three hundred words question and ended up with only three words answer. I dislike public speaking nor debating. Yes, i have stage fright. Now you know. And it's like a compulsive disorder or something. I get super duper nervous, legs and hands start trembling and i'll shiver. Eff my life. But someday somehow i have to get over this. And hopefully by being forced, i'll get to overcome this. =)

And well, with a nice malay male lecturer that goes "How do you like my hair? I dyed it for RM96 you know! (while stroking his brown hair)" will seriously make you laugh because you were listening so attentively to his lecture and half way thru he'll change topic out of a sudden. And oh, CC-fied ppl are nice. They are superbly nice and i mean it. In a nice way this time i swear. =P

Off to slumber! Tata!

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Why am i always so hungry?

Something worth pondering for.

Hi guys. I've got a mail from a person that i respect since long ago and i want to share it with you readers here. It might be a long one, but whenever you feel like giving up or your hope is gone, read on and you'll feel like a whole person again. Maybe some of you had read it before but this is something worth pondering for.

The 5 rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred.

2. Free your mind from worries.

3. Live simply.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less.

No one can go back and make a brand new start.

Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

God didn't promise days without pain,

Laughter without sorrow,

Sun without rain.

But He promised strength for the day,

Comfort for the tears,

And light for the way.

Dissapointments are like road humps,

They slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards.

Don't stay on the humps too long,

Move on.

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want,

Just sit tight and be happy,

Because God is thinking of something better to give you.

When something happens to you,

Good or bad, consider what it means.

There's a purpose to life's events,

to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.

You can't make someone love you,

All you can do is be someone who can be loved,

The rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure.

In life there are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.

So once you have it don't ever let go,

The chance might never come your way again.

It's better to lose your pride to the one you love,

Than to lose the one you love because of pride.

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love,

Or finding fault with those we already love,

When instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone,

You don't look for faults,

You don't look for answers,

You don't look for mistakes.

Instead, you fight the mistakes,

Accept the faults,

And you overlook the excuses.

NEVER ABANDON AN OLD FRIEND.

You will never find one who can take his place.

Friendship is like wine,

It gets better as it grows older.

Make sense right? So whatever that is happening in your life, something that you love, people around you that you care for, appreciate them while you can. Because lighting does not strike the same place twice. You don't wanna end up regretting like me, who has been a fool of happiness instead of full of happiness merely because of someone who is definitely not worth fighting for. Hold on while you can before they leave the grasp of your fingers. =)

To any friends that is going through break ups now, no worries. Because in retrospect, breaking up is never easy but as you look inwards and examine your reasons, you do learn a lot more about yourself in the process. At least you've been blessed. Be glad.

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Anyway, i just wanna say that Avatar is one great movie of the year! Love the graphics. Love those glow in dark plants. If only i could live in that world and ride my own Toruk Macta! =P

I SEE YOU! hah!

And oh by the way for Pete's sake, to all facebook-ers in the world, stop hitting me with pokemons and god damn pillows because i don't give two shits if i lose to you in two freaking days!

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It's better to lose your pride to the one you love

Than to lose the one you love because of pride.

Paranormal Activity with fellow bloggers @ Tropicana.

Today's another awesome day. Went to coll, met up with friends, played some pool and attended Human Communication class. Sounds weird ain't? It's like showing middle finger to the lecturer and say "Nah! I just communicated with you!". Ok, no la, it's pretty much about boosting your self-confidence in public speaking and know the ways to communicate in a more appropriate way.

Then came home about five, less than 15 mins got a call from Jenkin Yat asking if i'm still up for the grab for the premier screening of Paranormal Activity at Tropicana. Obviously i want to go la since i didn't win any tix coz' apparently my true ghost story wasn't that scary enough. lol. Thank God mum's ok with it, because it was a very last minute plan.

Anyway, Paranormal Activity is nothing new. They said it's the scariest movie ever but honestly, there's other scarier movie like Ju-On or whatsoever. That is because you can see the ghost! And i don't like that. But in this case, it's all about the mysterious paranormal activity that is happening around this couple's house, Katie and Micah. Often times they would experienced those paranormal activities like lights and pipe on and off continuously, sound of the footsteps, slamming of their room's door and etc. The shittiest part was there's this shadow came slowly towards the bed where the couple were sleeping and grabbed Katie's legs and dragged her towards the back rooms. That was creepy. And not to mention, the last part really did spice the whole thing up. I'm not gonna elaborate here, you have to watch it for yourself. =)

You can view the review here.

But all i can say is that the first one hour was kinda bored la. As usual, it keeps you anxious and wondering what's gonna happen next. A small warning/reminder : the handy cam effect can seriously cause dizziness and headache. And thank you very much to Ah Yat, those poking-ings really did helped alot! urgh. Basically i was hiding under my jacket, and kept on peeping the screen when it comes to the time where the couple gonna sleep. =P

I'm done for the day. See, i told ya it's gonna be a good year! =D Prays that its getting better everyday.

It's about high time to watch Avatar with the friends! woohoo!

Nitey nite nite! *smoochies*

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I feel like i'm surrounded by guardian angels.

Thank you for the pleasant surprise.

It's the first Monday for the year two oh one oh. Traffic was not so congested on the highway but superbly congested outside the college. As usual double parking, some even did triple parking wtf. Brainless? Felt a lil uneasy to see so many people in the college, so many new faces and it was so packed everywhere. End up spent bout an hour plus in Top Gear. Shhh. Don't tell mummy. She thought i was in the library. haha.

But went to college is totally a huge mistake. Wasted my time. Lecturer did not even enter the class. And God knows who is the lecturer also. Make sure it's Tomi since everyone got A+ for last sem. =P

Then went home and picked up mummy, then went to college again to pay fees. I know, last minute. Human will never ever work their ass out till the very last minute ain't? Tsk tsk.

As i said 2010 is gonna be a good year and it's only the 5th day and i'm so happy now! All thanks to the oh-so-kind boss for getting me my own domain page! All i asked was how much is he paying for his website and wa-lah in less than 24 hours he bought prettyfeelings.com. But this sneaky bugger has his own intention. I gotta bring him out once. lol. No wonder. XD

Neway, hopefully things gonna be good and for the better.

I'll end this post with a delayed pic. =)

All smiles.

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What a pleasant surprise.

Back to school! No. College. =)

To all the kiddos, adolescents, teens; students to be precise, and school teachers, you are officially back to school in about 7 hours time! And sadly, unfortunately, big big sigh, i'm not excluded from this. I know everyone's dreading to get back to school or college and i feel the same way too. Maybe we're just plain lazy after a few weeks of holidays. Plus it's a Monday, that reminds you of assembly ain't? Haha. I'm done with that, but i still have Monday blues one kay! Weeks of sleeping at dawn and waking up in the afternoon were darn good. Now gotta reset my body alarm again. Erk! And oh, timetables for this last sem suck monkeyballs. Such long gaps in between. sigh.

Anyway, i'm so ecstatic upon the arrival of my baby Yvonne from Sarawak. One great friend that i knew from National Service camp. How i miss those times where we slept together on one single bed! *wide smile* So now that you're near, we're gonna hang out more often k? =)

*Hugsy mugsy*

Sleep early and wake up early folks! tata!

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It's gonna be a great year

I know.