Heaven can wait.

It's just another typical Tuesday where we went movies together in Mid Valley. Been a few weeks we missed out our weekly routine so waa-lah, we did it today! But still, some couldn't make it. =(

As usual, we took shutter bus to Tasik Selatan and then took ktm to Mid. Got our tickets for Just Another Pandora's Box. Wanted to watch How to Train Your Dragon but bro said wanna watch it this coming Friday. But see see, plan changed. So, anyone wanna date me for How to Train Your Dragon in 3D version? Hehe.

Had Sushi Zanmai for lunch.

Arthur's.

The girls'.

This is Ah Leong.

Pretty Kelly and Angeline!

Sorry la Arthur, u sat beside me so no pic. =P

All in all, today is a pretty good day. Had a good laugh before we start stressing out over finals. =)

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If only i could go to such breathtaking places like this every single night.

The darkness, the moon, the lights reflected by the lake etc etc etc.

Ahhhh, pure bliss. ♥

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Here's a song to the one

that stole my heart and ran away

that even cupid couldn't catch him.

I realized the bigger dreams of mine.

Just a quick update.

Yesterday was a long productive day. After 15 hours of work, reached home about 2 o'clock in the morning, showered and off to bed at 3am. Today, i woke up at freaking 1pm. Took my lunch and slept again from bout 2 something till 6. Hehe. I'm such a pig today i know and i love being one. =b

But the bad thing about today is the scorching hot weather. The house was like oven. lol. When we left for Pavilion at about 6.30pm, the sun was still shining bright.

It's not so clear in the pic but the sun was literally red in colour. No wonder i could feel as if i'm being barbequed at home.

Dinner @ Ichiban Boshi. I was a satisfied patron. heh.

Neways, will blog about the Energizer/Adidas Night Marathon when i get the pictures from the oh-so-good boss. Stay tuned!

Till then! Say hello to the Monday blues.

P/s : Happy birthday kor kor! =)

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I wish i knew what i wanted.

Life's a swinging bridge.

For the first time in F&A class, i actually understand what the leng zai lecturer was talking about. LOL. And the whole bunch of crazy monkeys sitting right in front of us were so darn funny. They were asking darling Angeline to translate all the dirty minded stuffs in tamil language. Being the innocent-but-not-so-innocent-afterall, she pun translate everything la. All the kunji illek and mulek illek. And kunji sade which means dick fighting! *if im not mistaken* Haha.

Then as usual, we skipped the movie part and headed to McD together with Houng. Then went to the park for a walk and sent the darling back home. Kinda like not complete without the existence of dearie Panda. Huhu. So if you're reading this my dear, note that you gotta take good care of yourself k! And fyi, three of us gotta do Run Lola Run. Because that Tack Tack was like dying to do Spirited Away so much. Heh. =P

Anyways, tomorrow's gonna be a super long day. The Energizer/Adidas Night Run is gonna flagged off at Cyberjaya tomorrow at 9pm so imma gonna work from 8am till 2am in the morning. But i gotta wait for a friend near college as early as 6am. Sighs. This is what you get when you're running out of cash. Bleh.

And oh, i'm sure everyone knows that tomorrow is Earth Hour. So kindly please switch off all your lights or even the power supply from 8.30pm - 9.30pm to save our mother earth.

If you reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally can't live without your tv or computer, then at least off your lights thankyouverymuch.

Off to bed! Tata!

Nan unei kadikekirin. (Not so sure on the kadikekirin part but it simply meant I LOVE YOU!)

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I did a 'good' charity.

Somebody.

"I want somebody who cares for me passionately

With every thought, with every breath

Someone who will help me see things

In a different light

All the things i detest

I will almost like

I don't want to be tied to anyone's string

I'm carefully trying to steer clear of those things

But when i'm asleep

I want somebody

Who will put their arms around me

And kiss me tenderly."

- Depeche Mode.

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Thank you for being there when i needed you the most.

*hugs and kisses*

In need of jump-starting my neurons.

Yes, it's the time to jump-start my neurons. They are much entangled in some ways that's making me going coo-coo. I've been slacking much over the past few weeks, been being such a lazy ass to even study for my finals which is in like 2 weeks time. Oh, did i just reminded you bout that? Heh! Go study then! (=

Right now, feeling kindda nervous about the forum thinggy on this coming Thursday. Hopefully everyone will do great. All the best yah! =)

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And by the way....just wanted to bring up some stuffs here. ONE, you barely even know me, so don't judge me if you don't know me. TWO, thankyouverymuch to whoever that said stuffs to him, because i know that he's been brainwashed by somereallytwomaskedpeoplewhothinksthatheisthegreatest. And THREE, i felt so sorry for her that she didn't knew she's been used.

So, did you ever live my life, spend a minute in my shoe? If not, then don't judge me as you do.

No matter what, i know someone great is up there to witness everything. As in e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.

Anyways, to the most lovable person ever, you know who you are and I LURVE YOU!

Look how bright the stars shine for you honey! =D

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I'll put your needs above mine

This i promise you.

No sweat.

Have you ever feel so embarrassed with wet armpits which were so clearly seen on your clothes? Imagine you yourself, or even the person standing next to you is trying to stop a taxi and lifted up his/her hand and the next minute you saw the sweat stains. Worst, when you realized the air you breathe were so unpleasant that you even felt like puking.

Back in school days, i used to take public transports with friends to go to shopping centers and thus, whenever the train or bus is so packed like sardins, we'll feel really uncomfortable with the air that we breathe. Imagine the mixed body odours and bacterias are circulating around the bus. There's once, we were standing right next to this man who is around his mid 20s. The bus braked out of the sudden and he lifted up his hand to grab the holder. The moment he did that, me and my friend were like staring into each other eyes. We saw the sweat stains and what not, the smell was real.............bad.

You see, sweating is a natural process that is essential for the functioning of our body to excrete unwanted waste products. However, the extreme cases of sweating does more harm than good. People that are suffering from axillary hyperhidrosis will usually see themselves experiencing both embarrassment and frustration whenever they interact with other people.

But fret not, you may now forget about all the traditional ways to reduce armpit sweat or body odour such as using lemon or lime because something great is coming to your rescue! That is the..........

Adidas Action 3!

It is the first absorbent anti-perspirent deo spray by Adidas with a triple action!

This Adidas Action 3 is now available at all Adidas Flagship store nationwide and at any convenient stores near you!

See! Now your problem has been solved!

Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS. Auditions are now open! Check it out at www.projectalpha.com.my/auditions.

Guinness St. Patrick's Festival @ One Utama.

I know everyone was hardcore partay-ing last night. Since i'm considered underage (how sad) to go for Henessy Artistry in Opera, i ended up in Guinness St. Patrick's Festival instead! It was held at Central Park Avenue in One Utama and the event was quite happening also larh. =)

*A huge one made out of balloons.*

There were lotsa booths, including F&B, Games, Face Painting and Air Brush Tattoos to name a few. Wanted to do the face painting but oh boy, my level of patience plunged right to the core by just looking at the queue. So ended up in the games section instead. For every game you successfully passed, you'll receive a magnet. ^.^

Balancing of golf ball till it reaches the goal.

Yours truly is good in balancing stuffs so succeeded in the first attempt and got herself the magnet. *yeay*

This is only for the macho-pacho-people to play. I don't think i saw any ladies playing this. heh.

There were also performances, dancing and singing by local bands. But all i know was An Honest Mistake was there. But didn't get to see them perform on stage. I miss out on the comedy part as well cause' mummy wanted to go home. Awwwww...

And and while we were walking around the F&B booths, there was this ang mo couple who were so kind to give us a card to redeem a free pint of Guinness Draught.

So mestila we terus headed to Jarrod & Rawlins's booth to redeem it! (^.^)

1 for RM10. But 4 for RM20. If you were to buy, which one will you pick? You do the math.

Gimmick eh. =)

Thank you to the ang mo couple. But Guinness is so not my type. It's creamy-ish and too bitter-ish.

Lastly................

The blasting of firecrackers!

You may ignore the dick looking balloons. =b

KTHANKSBYE!!

Have a great weekend peeps!

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You can't deny the fact that

We were meant to be together.

You told me i was pretty when i look like a mess.

"Life is like a mirror, never gives back more than we put into it."

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What important is the image

Of who i am and

Of who i can dare to be.

I'm going to the Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair!

First of all, mark your calendar for 17th of April! Why, you may ask? Because there'll be a fun and interesting event organized by Gatsby and in collaboration with Nuffnang which is the 'Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair'! Now everyone jump and shout 'Yeay!'.

Details are as follow :

Date : 17th April 2010.

Time : 10am till 5pm.

Venue : Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

There will be exciting fun-fair games on that day, including Sumo Wrestling (in air-bag suits), gladiator battles, and other amusing and addictive games you would expect at a fun-fair! That means, there's 7 hours of fun!

To top that, there's will be cool prizes to be won! There are various cool gadgets worth up to RM15,000 up for grabs! Who knows you might be one of the lucky ones eh? =)

Last but not least, visit www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair. *Pssst, the website is damn cool. I'm playing it now itself.* =D

Hope to see you guys there!

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Got the e-mail from Nuffnang only today. *fingers crossed!* =P

The little things. ♥

"The little things you do to me are taking me over

I wanna show ya everything inside of me

Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

My feet are stuck here against the pavement

I wanna break free, I wanna make it

Closer to your eyes, get your attention

Before you pass me by.

So back up back up take another chance

Don't you mess up mess up i don't wanna lose you

Wake up wake up this just ain't a thing that you

Give up give up don't you say i'd be

Better off better off sleeping by myself and wondering

If i'm better off better off without you boy.

So don't just leave me hanging on.

And everytime you notice me by

Holding me closely and saying sweet things

I don't believe that it could be

You speaking your mind and saying the real thing

My feet have broke free and i am leaving

I'm not gonna stand here feeling lonely but

I won't forget you and i won't think this was just a waste of time.

But don't just leave me hanging on."

-Colbie Caillat.

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There is someone that look exactly like you

I miss you much!

You're equally an ass-O.

Eff you, CC-fied.

I'm impressed, that there's actually someone who is way mean-er than my ex-boyfriend.

Enuff said.

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I'd never been this vulgar before

But this time

It's way beyond my limit.

An intruder named SNAKE entered my house wtf.

No idea why lately my house has been visited by uninvited guests. Few weeks back it was a gigantic moth, of which the size is bigger than that of my hand. Than it was a frog, at the back of my house. Than last two days, for the first time in 15 years of us living in this house, guess who the intruder is?

It was a S.N.A.K.E! Have i mentioned that i hate creatures that either have no legs or have too many legs?

You see, my brother wanted to go to college at 5 pm (i wasn't back yet from college), and so he opened the wooden door, and shouted at the top of his lungs. Mum thought whats wrong, and he said he saw a snake. She then tried to peep outside of the door through her room window but the snake wasn't there. So obviously, it's already inside the living hall. Then there they went, hunting for the snake to make sure it doesn't wriggles into any of the rooms. It was at the back of our sofas, each time they push out the sofa, it wriggles super quick. With each person holding Shieldtox on their hand, they just kept on spraying the poor little baby until it was quite dizzy. It finally wriggles and hid behind the television set.

I came back with two more other friends and they have no choice but to stay with us to catch the poor little baby. Called the bomba and we still continue to have 'war' with it until the bomba men arrive. The 'war' lasted bout an hour okay! shiiieseees.

The way it wriggles and glides is super menggelikan i tell you. In the end it wriggles until it went to my neighbour's house instead.

See, it's darn freaking long!

That pillar was just beside the grill of my house and thus angeline and myself kept on observing it while holding broom sticks. Just incase it crawls up to the roof we could push it down with the sticks.

LOL.

At bout 6pm, 4 bomba men arrived. That also bro gotta drive out to Alam Jaya to lead them to my house. Next time bomba gotta use GPS k?

Kudos to them! :) And those bomba men are really such jokers wei.

Anyways, some said whenever a snake come into the house, it meant good luck or something good gonna happen. But most of the time, my grandma would say don't kill these kinda creatures because it sort of like represent someone. But to my mum, she always say that these uninvited guests normally is something not so good because who wants their house to be visited by these intruders.

My mum was right. It was a bad omen. Yesterday night, two of our cars got banged. Dad's car was the worse because the impact was great at the back and it hit the gate opened until it hit my bro's car. Like WTF. New car dude. Thanks to the opposite neighbour who was drunk and wanted to sleep in the car and without him knowing he pull down the handbrake. His car slided down and KABOOM! There goes my dad's car. Urgh. Bloody drunken guy.

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"Karma will come and bite you and eat you!"

And no no, i'm not referring to the neighbour. Inside story. :)

Have a great weekend ahead peeps! Muah!

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It was a hell of an experience!

Like finally.

I'd finally deleted all the messages in my inbox. Been contemplating much for a really long time because some of them are of which dated as long as 2 years back. Never really wanted to delete them because they were such sweet thing but then again, there's really no point keeping them also. Latest messages on the other hand, were more like white lies instead. Totally opposite from the situation now so there they go - deleted.

Still, kinda upset because the friendship turned sour and not knowing what to do since i was left in such situation. If only you could view back everything that you sent, and if only you have the guts to tell me straight to my face instead of asking for a representative.

Disappointed much.

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Here's to all the silence that cuts me to the core.

A not-so-good-day.

*post deleted*

Done ranting, and it's 4.30am now. As in 10th of March. But i'm still not sleeping. Sighs. Tonight is the third night i'm not getting any sufficient sleep. Felt like i'm having nightmares again. Crap.

My emotions are drained..

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Those harshy words of mine been deleted cause' i was way too...out of my mind i guess. Sorry if it offended anyone.

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Feels like crap to be in this situation

I know who am i

And i definitely don't deserve you.

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget.

The clock strikes 12, it's the 8th of March. Today marks our very special day, but you're no longer here to stay. I spent the whole of last night tossing and turning around on my bed, the place where you used to lay, as my mind wandered in the still darkness of my bedroom while the four walls created boundaries for my body. Repeated flashbacks are still so vivid in my mind. I was becoming disorientated in a world that i had once seen with vision as clear as crystal. Everything was changing, for the better now.

Few months ago, he left without a trace for me to move on and to pick up the pieces back alone. Somehow i wish i had taken out a pen and notepad and listed everything as he bellowed at me in his tirade of hate. In the initial dark lonely nights that followed, i always wonder if i ever gave in to my tight philosophy, would i make things all right? Would i wake up in the morning to see him lying next to me again? Would the scar on the left hand have healed from where the razor blade has landed? Would the list of things about me that he hated so much be the very things he loved?

But i no longer need to know the answers. They do not concern me anymore. Even though i have not completely gotten over him yet, but i knew he's happily living out there without me. And it's the same here. Now that the endless nightmares are no longer endless, i actually could taste freedom. It is as if a whole load of burdens lifted off my shoulder and that i could now spread my wings and fly. Maybe this selfish decision of him to brutally leave is the best solution for the both of us so that we no longer has to feel caged. ( But maybe, just maybe, my instincts and sixth sense are creeping him up. Probably he's afraid of getting caught red handed, who knows. heh. )

Tho he made my heart crumbles like the egg tart and tho the pain he left was excruciating, i was left with no choice but to move on with life. Never had i once thought that i could be this strong. And the fact that it was too late to realize i was only his puppet on strings all these while, i never thought that i'm way better off without him now.

Anyway, thank you to whoever that bitch so much about me to him or vice versa. Here's to all the lies-or-truth, here's to all the promises-and-broken-promises, here's to all the cheatings-or-no-cheats, here's to all the words-spoken-or-unspoken, here's to all the bittersweet-memories, here's to you-and-me. It's all said and done but i still hope that somewhere at the back of your mind you'll remember today.

"Today was a fairytale

You were the prince

I used to be the damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you pick me up at six

Today was a fairytale.

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me i was pretty when i look like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around.

But can't you feel this magic in the air

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when i saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today, two years back was a fairytale."

- Taylor Swift.

I believe God has better plans for us and i'm contented with what i have now. :)

God bless you.

*And oh, Happy International Women's Day!*

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I wonder as i wander

Do you still think about me?