MTV World Stage @ Sunway Lagoon.

Sunway gave 2 tix to MTV World Stage! :D

I look really tired. It has been a week of so-called depression. Too many things happened, too much mixed emotions, too many things on hold. I know i'd been saying this for the umpteenth time.

I wasn't really hyped up because i'm not really a big fan of Katy Perry nor Wonder Girls. And i don't really like being in crowded places unless i have a bunch of psychotic friends but bro and myself still give it a shot because we wanted to do some shopping before the concert. =)

This was 6 something, and it was raining.

This was almost 9, still raining. Yet those people are still there. Such fanatics.

(PS: No umbrellas are allowed.)

But anyway, we left like 9 something right after Wonder Girls performance as they did the opening. It was quite a wet day and i couldn't afford to get sick because i still need to put myself together to do my assignments and prepare for finals. Plus i don't like the sandy area. >:@

Came home, had 2 Ramly Burgers for dinner+supper, online and did the essay. Half way thru, there's this pretty huge butterfly flew in and kept flying around me. I went to the kitchen, it followed. I came back to the hall, it followed again. Lastly, it stopped right outside the door of my room. Even till i went to bed at almost 2, it was still there.

Thanks for visiting, you pretty butterfly. I'm sorry that part of your wing is broken but yes, butterflies never fail to cheer me up.

=)

PS: Another round of pot luck party with the family. Sinful night geez.

Love,

Sue.

...

Look me in the eyes,

and tell me that you're happy now!

Clive Anniversary @ Zouk.

Clive celebrated it's 2nd Anniversary party at Zouk KL last night! Thanks to bro, we had 8 VIP passes and thank gawd Jamie and me got in because you know la....teehee. It was a party ala Beach Party Style but nothing like water or some sort like that but there's only floats and beach balls around LOL. And hawt cover girls and models and Wii and Andrea Fonseka who only came for less than 10 minutes.

Pretty Jamie, Carine and yours truly. =)

Free flow of Guinness yo!

L-R: Victor, Jamie, mua, Carine, Gilbert, Leonard and Kar Wei.

Thank you for the great night! =)

Andrea Fonseka and now her husband, Paul Dewar.

Congratulations!

*Hats down to Paul Dewar for successfully proposing to Andrea for the third time and the best one!*

PS: Munching on my all time favourite; Honey-comb biscuits. YUMS!

Love,

Sue.

....

You stole my heart

And crumbled it like the egg tart.

Woke up every morning with the taste of your tongue.

Something random to ponder about.

#1. Never ever trust anyone whole heartedly except yourself.

#2. Never ever try putting bigger hopes as it will lead to bigger disappointments.

#3. Always trust your instincts or inner voice.

#4. Never miss a chance to express what you feel before that chance is taken away from you in a blink of an eye.

#5. Know that love has nothing to do with looks, but everything to do with time, interest and trust.

#6. Life is a win-win situation. Either things will turn out the way it should be, or you learn something.

#7. Smile, because there's definitely someone out there who will fall for it.

#8. Never give up, tho the road is hard to travel.

#9. If a person leaves you, it's definitely his/her loss.

#10. Time heals.

#11. If you never try, you'll never know.

#12. There's always something called karma. What goes around comes around.

#13. Life is fabulous. Enjoy it to the fullest.

#14. Always take the path less traveled by. You'll never know what good might comes out of it.

#15. The world doesn't stop for your grief.

#16. It takes a long time to build trust but only seconds to destroy it. Very true.

#17. You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

Truth to be told, i never learn from my mistakes unless it really really really hits me hard like a gazillion times.

Love,

Sue.

...

Words digested.

Thank you sayang!

;)

Just stand there and see me burn, cause' i like the way it hurts. Just stand there and see me cry, cause' i love the way you lie.

"Dearie, i know it's very hard on you lately but no matter what, please be strong. God definitely has his reasons behind His actions. Brave through it all with strength. We will all be here supporting you in any ways that we can. You know we have your back dearie. Be strong.

God bless daddy's soul."

*hugs you tight*

....

It's been a tough month and i'm definitely working behind schedule. Lotsa things happened lately and they happened in a glance that i couldn't even appreciate everything that i had. I wish i could slow down the time a lil so that i could balance my time between work and play wisely.

But time is a cruel thief. Yet, time also proofs everything.

Sidenotes;

You, i wouldn't deny the fact that i'm missing you so much now that you're no longer mine. I wish you would come around and hold my hands and tell me that everything's gonna be fine like how you used to do. There's so many things i wish i could tell you, yet it's not appropriate. I'd been so lost lately, but i know i have to get back on track. I will learn to live without you, and i hope you stay happy as well...

*KJH! Take care of him ar! =)

**Boyfriends come and go, but true friends remain. =)

Love,

Sue.

...

I never knew i would love you this much.

You're not sorry.

Yet, i'm still such a failure.

...

No matter right or wrong,

The blames are on me.